Friday, July 11, 2014

Pieces of Me

How do you take
These little pieces of me
Without question or hesitation
Thought or question

These little pieces are all I have
They're all I  can give
They're complex & confusing
They're everything

These little pieces now stay hidden
New people don't get to experience them
They don't get to see that side of me
Because you stole those little pieces of me

(Written by Kamikaze Kahlua)

Friday, June 27, 2014

Taken Away (06.27.14)

My breath is taken away
My heart is aching
My pulse is racing
I feel it from head to toe

How do you do this to me
How is it so easy
I didn't see this coming
I wasn't prepared

What happens next
What can I expect
What should I do
What do we do from here

(Written by Kamikaze Kahlua)

Memories (06.26.14)

Longing for another day
This feeling won't go away
Intensity was felt that day
I don't want them to fade away

Did you feel it too
The chemistry & sparks
The intensity & bond
Will the feelings fade away

Where do we go from here
More than keeping the memory alive
How do we stay this way
Keep the feelings from fading away

(Written by Kamikaze Kahlua)

Monday, March 10, 2014

Caged (03.06.14)

Boxed in a cage
No way to fight the rage
She lies awake
Her torment to take

Nowhere to go
No comfort for her soul
Her eyes have dimmed
And there are no whims

She finds freedom in reading
She takes solace in it
Her heart & soul taking it in
She swells with pride of escape

(Written by Kamikaze Kahlua)

Friday, November 2, 2012

Identity (09.12.08)

Who am I
I just don’t know
I’ve lost control
I’ve lost my soul

I’m on a train
Going nowhere
I feel no pain
What can I gain

Feelings of doubt
Are never unknown
My words, my actions
They aren’t my own

As I shed my tears
I face my fears
Drowning in sorrow
Like there’s no tomorrow

Time to leave the train
Deal with the pai n
Face the sorrow
Deal with tomorrow

(Written by Kamikaze Kahlua)

Past, Present, Future (09.11.08)

When you came into my life
You caught me off guard
The timing wasn’t right
And I wasn’t alone on that

Life is about timing
Seems like I’m always off
What happened next wasn’t expecte
It wasn’t how it should be

Where we are now
Is far from being easy
The reasons are different
There’s not much I can do

As for the future
It’s quite unknown
Can’t dwell on the past
Best to stay in the present

(Written by Kamikaze Kahlua)

No Sleep (08.09.08)

As I lay awake at night
Watching time slowly go by
I try not to cry
From wondering why

I don’t easily understand
I can barely comprehend
What is happening
Why it has to be this way

But it’s my reality
Like it or not, good & bad
I have to face it
With or without sleep

(Written by Kamikaze Kahlua)